Stabbed in the heart
by a deathless desire,
I'm not dead but
risen to life instead.
Your presence hurts
my ageing insides,

don't know
what else love is.
My pain is
my pleasure denied,
life is naught but
orgasmic breathlessness
in time.

I walk now
with a spring in my feet
I fly without wings
on your dreams.

I kiss your tiny little feet,

humbled by my own feeling,
with my tears I wash them clean
overcome by the guilt of dying.

You look at me as if I'm crazy
I disintegrate
into a million little smiles
You touch my cheeks gently
a shiver travels
through my body slowly,
starts an earthquake within me
wisdom fails to holds me still.

Do you see me bleed, it's real
can't hide the truth that I feel
if this is how all love stories begin
then let me love even if love is defeat.